Feeling Reflective

It has been a couple of weeks since I went through the Steps to Freedom in Christ. It has pretty much been an amazing couple of weeks. Some of the things I have noticed:

• I am sleeping better for the most part, except for weird nightmares that I KNOW are an attack against me. I just tell the devil to go away and I am able to go right back to sleep.


• I have been more calm at work; people are noticing.


• I still feel light, clean, peaceful.


• My husband is seeing a change.


• I have this sense of awe about almost everything. It is like God is in every little detail, I just didn't notice it as much before.


• Words from Pastor John's teaching and my devotional time jump out at me and hold my heart.


• God is giving me discernment into the why's of things, like the aforementioned nightmares.


• I feel a new burden to pray for people.


• I feel an urgency to get the message out. I have boldly proclaimed my faith to several of my students.


• I KNOW God has something in store for me in regards to my writing. I have such a peace that it will work out in His time and I am not worried about it.


• I am amazed at God's love for me.


• I KNOW who I am in God, and that is more than enough.


• I feel valued, loved, worthy.


• I feel free from my abuse and the abuse no longer identifies who I am.

So, that is a pretty big list, but I just wanted you to know that my healing from the prayer process was not just an isolated incident. "For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus." Phil 1:6

God is not finished yet, and I am so thankful that he will continue to grow me.