I had a very restless night, past few nights in fact. But last night I had a dream that was extremely disturbing. I don't usually have dreams that are that creepy so I woke up wondering what the heck. I do not watch icky shows like CSI because stuff like that lingers and it isn't good for me, but my dream was very much like the things that I know are on that show. Yuck.
So, I'm wondering if the changes are bringing on the restless feeling. I do trust where God is taking me, but... I know I'm not in control, but...
There is something worrying me, preying on my mind, and I am afraid for those I'm leaving behind. The question is, is there anything I can do to change things for the kids I'm leaving behind? All I know is that I have to try, even if it means going to the top of the chain of command. I can only do what I can do and then put my worries into God's hands. But if anything happens to my girls, God help me.
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