Random thoughts

I have lots of stuff rambling around in my head lately. Here are some of the things that have been taking lots of synaptic effort:

• If I only had a short time to live, what would I really change? What would take priority? What would I give up? What would matter?
• Is this really the beginning of the end times? There are signs that make me believe so, but then again, people throughout history have thought the same, for instance during WWII. But if it isn't, it sure feels like it.
• What will it take to make a real heart change for someone that won't accept God, even when God is staring that person in the face? Does God ever get tired of me praying for certain people? I have to admit, I get worn out by it sometimes and I get frustrated at the seeming lack of progress.
• How do I become a 1st Peter wife? How do I truly see people through God's eyes when so often I can't even see beyond myself and my own petty worries.
• Why the heck do I have study Freud and why the heck is he still so revered? In my opinion, he was one sick puppy with a very twisted viewpoint.
• Why do I feel like I always have to clean up other people's messes? Is it because I'm being controlling? What would happen if I just let it go? Can I just let it go?
• Will I have a job next year? I want nothing more than to leave my current position; however, I want it to be on my own time schedule.
• Do I have enough faith to get me through if I lose my job? I hope so.
• Do I have enough faith to give my finances to God? I think not.

Lots of stuff, very few answers. I will close with a verse that helps when I get frazzled.

Ps. 37.7 Rest in the LORD and wait patiently for Him; Do not fret because of him who prospers in his way, Because of the man who carries out wicked schemes.